sgt byk ntah nih...!!
Sunday, April 10
erm...anas nk balik awal..dier kate nk balik 12 aribulan nnt...:(( ntah arr...da xtau nk buat camner lagi...da dier nk balik sangat...balik arr..huhu...kena wat cepat ar kad dier nih..x wat pon lg...esok ar kot buat..huhu...arinih dier gi singapore..teman sapik..ntah bile balik nyer...dier kate 2 hari kot..ntah arr...then pastuh dier nk balik sabah..huhu...selalu ditinggalkan...td msg dier...pastuh cam saje jek arr..cam sms kat dier...tulis "awk slalu tinggalkan sy..huhu..maybe i'm meant to be lonely for the rest of my life!:p" lebih kurang arr...huhu...dier reply kate.."i didn't force u to be with me!huhu" erm...what is that supposed to mean..??? huhu..kecik ati doww..i dunno what he really meant by that..tp cam..kejam jek ayat..so..if..i say IF..i tell him that i dun want to be with him anymore...so i guess what he will do is that...maybe..he just say...ok..fine..if that ur decision then...we go on our own seperate ways...kot...means that he didn't care? ke? huhu...ntah arr..xpaham tol dier nih..huhu..sedih...:(( pumpkin yg kejam...huhu..
ermm..sebenarnyer..baru jek balik dr uptown nih...ngan jaja sepul , peah hasip..b4 tus tgk movie...citer samara..uhuh...xtakut langsung citer tuh..huhu...tgk midnite...tp ptg tadik ikot jaja ngan sepul...gi bukit bintang...gile tul budak berdua tuh bershopping...sesak nafas aku..hahaha..:p erm....ikot diorang sbb cam...biase arr..nnt kang kat umah sengsorang sangap plak..tp sepatut nyer kena stadi..:p ehehe...pemalas tol...esok ar start..ehehe...
ikot org nih sbb nyer cam xmo dok sengsorang kat umah...tp kalu ikot org dating pon kengkadang cam rase lonely gak...huhu...ye arr..org manja2..kite tgk jek...nk manje ngan sape...xde...ehehe..da lama da x kuar on a real date..huhu...ingat ke nk ajak dier join skali arinih...jaja da cakap cam arituh lg..biler ntah..nk gi bb..pastuh gi tgk samara reramai..ok arr..x ramai mana arr...tp ramai ar gak kott...huhu..sbb sume org pon ade partner kan...huhu...tp camner pon join jek ar...bile lg plak kang nk tgk citer tuh..ye tak? eheh..ermm...tp cam ntah..ehehe..terasa gak arr...sbb kuar ngan org yg tgh dating kan..kite pon x mo ar kaco sgt..eheh...kengkadang segan gak..tp wat muke x malu jek..:p da biase pon...selalu jek rase nyer...eheh..cam aktiviti biase...masa single2 dlu pon slalu jek..tp single kan masa tuh..xde ar rase ape sgt...sbb aku pon xde sape yg aku nk kuar dengan pon..so sesape pon xkesah...:p tp skang nih..kalu kuar ngan org dating...cam jadik rase lonely plak...huhu..enjoy2 gak arr..tp somewhere in my heart..i really wanted that certain someone to be with me...byk sgt benda yg nk wat same ngan dier...tp cam xpenah bole....huhu...nk ajak makan pizza pon susah...da lama da ngidam pizza nih..nk makan ngan dier..xmo ngan org len...tp dier asik2..bile aku mentioned pasal tu..mesti nk cakap...awk pergi ar ngan org lain....tu jek...asik ulang tuh jek...awk pegi ar ngan org lain...mmg x paham langsung perasaan aku...huhu...pergi ngan org lain...cakap ar benda tuh byk2 kali...mmg nnt sy PERGI ngan org lain...sedih lg..:p ehehe..
td..masa minum2 kat coffee bean..biase arr..aku nih cam jenis suke ngadu2 sket..huhu..tp ngan member dekat jek..jaja mmg tau jek..so sepul pon tau gak arr..huhu..kate slalu jek ngekor dier ngan jaja...so kalu citer tuh..kuar gak ar cite..ehehe..sapik kate..anas tuh camtuh sbb cam first love? ntah arr...tp sepul plak kate..kalu first love kadang...lg nk jaga..nk jumpe..huhu..sepul kate..maybe kawan dier ramai yg single ke..camtuh..tuh yg dier pon cam ntah arr...lupe plak camner dier cakap td..ehehe..tp cam dier..ntah..terasa single ke ape..erm..ke cam nk..camnih arr..even tho dier da kapel..tp still can give the same commitment cam dier dlu..ngan member dier...that's what i think arr..kott..ntah...tp...ade tp tu...semalam dier cam..ade gak..member2.."dak2 mahad" dier slalu kate...gi uptown..tp x ikot...bagus ar x pegi...kalu pegi..cam bengkek gak arr...huhu...yg nk gi singapore tuh..last minutes esok tuh nk pegi baru nk cakap...huhu...kengkadang cam da xtau da nk wat camner..dunno arr..aku nih pon cam ampes gak..asik nk soh dier teman jek..ehehe..ntah arr..kengkadang tu..aku rase..maybe aku cam buat hal cam nk dier bagi a little bit more attention to me...huhu..sedih lg..:p cam loser jek rase...eheh..:p i guess...i'm just week..lemah sgt...ehehe..asik nk jumpe jek..dier cam lek jek..ntah arr...huhu..byk tol ntah...:p panjang ar plak...ehehe..
jauh ar sabah tuh..huuhu..kalu dekat2..bole gak pegi2 melawat...:p ape ar aku nih...padahal dlu..kalu cakap2 ngan member2 slalu jek cakap...aku xmo jauh2...nk org dekat2 sini jek...selangor...xpon kl ke...tetiba sampai ke sabah plak..huhu...karut tol aku nih..jauh satu...da ar x penah sampai pon kat sabah tuh...huhu..anas anas anas...budak sabah...sabah...huhu...sabah..cuti..cuti..ermm...lama..huhu...ape2 arr...xmo pk...baik blaja...byk lg x bace nih...da ar 3 subjects..berturut nih...xde gap langsung...ampes...khamis nnt paper..digital image processing..huhu...susah...byk calculation...huhu...da ar ade tuh yg x reti langsung...lab x pegi..nk kena figure out sendri...uhh...tu pon kalu dpt ar kan..:p tp ade jek yg dapat..eheh..xde ar bodo sgt aku ni kan..:p ermm..uhh..ha'ah...calculator ade kat anas lagi...lupe lak...kang menangis lak kang..kena kire atas kertas cam arituh...huhu...kena kire log mampus...huhu..cam arituh..kena cakap kat lecturer nk pinjam calculator...nk pinjam jaja nyer..dier bawak gi melaka..si peah plak...tdo time tuh..ntah mana dier taruk x tau plak...mmg ar...uhh....
wahh...gile..sgt panjang aku ngarut kali nih...hahaha...sape jek pon yg bace benda ngarut aku tulis nih ponn...ehehe...besh nyerr...bole ngarut2..eehehe...ok arr...lenkali bley sambung lagi...mahu tido arr...da kol 5.40am nih...uhh...ngantuk plak..jom tdo..:D ehehe..
...loving you...
[4:45 AM]
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