beBa aNak en.mAel
luRve aNas vEry mucH

xx LiKes xx
pS2 and c0mpuTeR
rEadiNg n0veLs
eAtinG deliCi0uS f0ods
bE witH hiM

xx disLiKes xx
rAisiNs
cAn't tHink of aNytHinG eLse

xx faV auThoRs xx
daVid eDdiNgs
tRudi cAnaVan
aNne RicE
j.K.r0wLing


[my FreNsteR]
[aNas's fRensteR]
[nEopeTs]

xx fRen's BloG xx
[KiKi]
[aJaN]
[LiKi]
[pEaH]


i think i'm going crazy!
back!!
yeah...genting..i'm coming!!
result da kuar!!
huhu...boringnyer dok umah!
cehh..
first day of xm..
missing sumone!!
2 days...
my dream guy!!


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Tuesday, January 25
td tgh hari gi melawat anas..gi ngan mak..dier kena operate..apendiks...huhu..ntah ape arr cik abg sorang tuh makan..kalu org nk kate dier mkn pedas..mmg arr tak..mamat tuh pedas sket pon x tahan..ntah arr tuh..da nasib dier..nk wat camner..

dier da sakit time kat jb lagi..gi jb raye haji ngan kakak dier kat sane..masa ari sabtu tuh pon cam da bising da sakit perut sume..then ari ahad dier balik shah alam..lg x mo jumpe doktor..semalam ari isnin baru arr dier gi jumpe doktor..tros kena tahan..anta gi hospital kat klang ngan ambulance..huhu..nk gi sane pon bukannye bole..xde trasport pon..da arr jauh..sedey nyer..pastuh ade kena jumpe lecturer..ngan discussion gak..huhu..tp petang tuh ayah dtg sbb ade tetinggal brg kat umah..soh ayah anta..then cakap ar kt ayah nk gi tgk anas..da on the way..pastu sapik kate dier da nk masuk operation theatre da..huhu...xsempat nk jumpe dier...so nk balik cyber pon rase nyer..nnt mesti cam depressed jek..so balik arr kajang..ngan ayah..ehehe..x plan pon..tp at least..xde arr sengsorang...kat umah ramai sume..so xde arr rase ape2 pon..ehehe..kat cyber sume pon x balik lg..jaja pon gi melaka..so mmg arr sorang2 kat umah tuh...i hate being alone...but it seems like no matter how it is..i always end up being alone..hahaha...boring tol life nih..

dulu rase nyer mmg ar da biase sorang2 nih..masa kat melaka..dok bilik sorang..gi kelas sorang..makan sorang..ape2 pon sorang..ape arr nk jadik..eheh..tp tuh ar..my life..always alone..pastuh ade arr pipah,yantey,wan,azreen,azra,hani sume..ehehe...member baik masa kat sane..tp still dok sorang gak..gi kelas sume..biler pindah kat cyber cam x byk beza gak.dok hostel slalu gak lepak2 bilik azreen ngan pipah..besh gak..ade member..at least x sengsorang..ehehe..i hate being alone..really hate it..then pindah kat cyberia..kenal lak ngan peah,kutak,irnny ngan leha..jaja mmg da lama kenal sejak alpha..tp time alpha cam member kat klas camtuh..xde ar rapat sgt..tp bley arr..cam ade gak lepak umah dier..ngan monie sume..hahaha.kalu di ikot kan cam bole kire je..friends that i have..sket gile..skang nih ngan jaja..still biase2 lg..rapat gak..tp dier da ade besh fren br arr..mas..my fren gak..ehehe...

the latest arr..anas...my love one..cik abang sayang saye..huhu..nk dekat 8 bulan da ngan dier skang nih...rase nyer..still in knowing each other phase...kenal dier da lama gak..sejak form 3..dlu kitorg satu kelas..tp just kenal nama,dier dak sabah ngan b'day dier..tu jek..xtau sangat pon..then i went to science selangor..abes cite..ehehe...nnt arr citer camner ley kapel lak ngan dier..eheh..

anas..for me..dier nih..baik..baik ati..cam nk satisfy sume org...walaupon that actually impossible..tp dier nk gak...suke sgt berpikir..hobi kot..dier pk sume benda..dr yg present sampai arr future dier..tp yg besh nyer..i am included in his future..ehehe..dier ramai kawan pompuan..tgk je arr kalu dier amik gambar..asik arr tepi dier pompuan..xpon keliling pompuan..huhu..pastuh kalu mkn pon..kengkadang ade jek pompuan ajak dier...xpon ade gak dier yg ajak pompuan tuh...huhu..tp dikatekan..i know that girl arr...cam kenal2 gak ngan dier..ermm...takper kot...i trust him..kalu nk kate x jeles...x gak..serious..jeles gak kengkadang...dier ade sorang kawan pompuan nih..kelas same..kalu dier xgi kelas nnt dier pinjam note pompuan tuh..ok jek..pasal pompuan tuh nyer note mmg cam neat pon...pastuh biler nk peksa pon..selalu stadi sesame..ngan ade mamat nih arr...kenal gak dier..camtuh2 jek..diorang belaja bertiga arr tp..penah jumpe 2 kali jek pon ngan sume2 tuh...dier xpenah pon bawak lg aku gi shah alam..kirenyer member dier just kenal2 jek arr...xcakap2 cam rapat tuh mmg x..housemate dier pon xkenal gak..ade satu jek phone no housemate dier..lg satu dier nih..cam hati kering sket..maybe sbb da biase..dok jauh ngan mak bapak family sume..so dier cam x baper kesah sangat..as for me..i'm different..xde arr nk kate anak manje..:p tp cam x biase sgt jauh2 nih..so that also apply to him..mesti nk jumpe dier gak...at least once a week..tp on special occasion..cam masa dier balik sabah arituh...time raye..mmg ar..xjumpe dier sebulan lebih..tp mmg sakit hati gak arr..time tuh..kalu nk cite panjang...huhu...tp nk dipendekkan cite..dier cam ade hal..pastuh cam xley nk jumpe..pastu kate..kalu x sempat nk jumpe..xyah arr..jumpe lepas raye..urrgg..dengar cam nk nangis jek..nasib baik kat luar..serious rase...as if i'm not important to him AT ALL..huhu..hal dier..malam tuh..ari kamis..dier men futsal ngan member dier..esok tuh kena teman sapik anta ehh..amik kot...adik sapik kat penang..pastuh..ari jumaat tuh i hd to go home..sbb first day pose so sabtu ahad mmg x ley jumpe dier...flight dier ari isnin...tp last2 dier jumpe gak arr..ade arr sejam..bukak pose same kat umah cyber nih..borak pon x...pastuh dier balik...huhu...sbb flight dier malam tuh..contoh kekeringan hati dier..hahaha...tp ade gak part dier yg bagus...he can be sweet at times...lenkali citer...ehehe..dier tuh lg satu...xreti nk pujuk org..huhu...kalu merajuk ngan dier...jgn arr harap sgt dier nk pujuk..tp sebenarnyer maybe dier ade da pujuk..tp tuh arr...xreti..the one that i remembered..dier kasi msg...of course arr x balas..merajuknyer pasal..dier kasi lg 2 msg..pastuh cam da x buat ape2...huhu..pastu pujuk arr diri sendri..biler da ok..ok balik arr...kejap je arr merajuk nyer..lelama kang..susah lak...xpon..nnt dier kasi msg..bunyi nyer cam len macam jek..cam marah kengkadang..cam blaming hisself kengkadang..so..abis gak ar merajuk...huhu...susah2...tp camner pon..i still lurve him so muchh...ehehe..tu agaknyer bile org kate cinta tu buta...hahaha..:)) klaka...cam da sgt panjang jek nih...ok lg satu..

dier da abes da operation sume..td gi tgk tuh.dier cam duduk jek..nk gerak pon saket..bukan gerak jek..huhu...gelak pon xley...da arr dier tuh suke gelak..eheh..suke tgk dier gelak..skang nih sapik arr yg jaga dier..dier ngan sapik mmg rapat...cam adik beradik..kalu jd sumting ngan aku ngan sapik..mesti dier pilih sapik..eheh..mekaseh sapik..jaga anas bebaik..eheh...sedih lak bile cakap camtuh...tp mintak2 arr xde ape2 jadik kan..:p xmo..huhu..sayang anas sgt...i think i already reach the point of no return...i might break,crumble falling apart wuteva u call it..if i ever lose him..uhuh..lost..ermm..english kantoi..haha..ape2 jek...da arr for now..panjang sangat nih..nnt kang kalu rajin ley cite pasal len lak..ehehe...