beBa aNak en.mAel
luRve aNas vEry mucH

xx LiKes xx
pS2 and c0mpuTeR
rEadiNg n0veLs
eAtinG deliCi0uS f0ods
bE witH hiM

xx disLiKes xx
rAisiNs
cAn't tHink of aNytHinG eLse

xx faV auThoRs xx
daVid eDdiNgs
tRudi cAnaVan
aNne RicE
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[aNas's fRensteR]
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xx fRen's BloG xx
[KiKi]
[aJaN]
[LiKi]
[pEaH]


um..not so gud..
xde ape2..
Ntah ape ntah
perihal bananas!!
first post in 2006
ape jek yg nk cite nih...
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Monday, July 10
i dunno what what the meaning of these words...kalu sumthing yg org cakap time mamai tuh ade x betol nyer? ntah ar...

ukur ntuk bunga..letak kat basement...kat tempat yang KITE jumpe..kat basement..um...sape agaknyer yg dier jumpe?

aku xtau nk pk ape sekarang nih..i'm confused..but skang nih..aku tertanye-tanye..sape agaknyer org yg dier jumpe...maybe he confused me with another person? a girl? um..ntah ler...ape yg aku pk skang..ntah..huhu..

dier slalu x nk xplain things to me..dier cakap aku salah paham nnt...tp kalu camnih..aku pon xtau..lg bagus or it's gonna be worst..ntah..

aku rase..tu jek yg aku bole kate skang..ntah ntah..and ntah..i know nuthing da skang nih...aku rase..xde per yg aku tau skang nih..ntah and ntah lg...aku xtau ape aku patut rase skang ni..mara sedih..keciwa..depressed..tense..um..ntah..hati aku sakit..rase cam ade sumthing dalam hati aku..penuh..cam nk meletup..membuak2..tp aku xtau ape..kenapa..

aku xde sape yg aku bole nk luahkan perasaan aku..kawan..i have friends..tp ntah ar..i'm not really sumone yg share my feelings..aku slalu simpan dalam hati..kalu aku sedih..aku x nangis depan org..kalu bole aku xnk...jarang sgt..kdg2 tuh terlepas..heh..aku gelak..aku ketawa..aku buat lawak2..maybe just nk legakan hati aku..heh..

aku ingat aku da jumpe org yg aku bole share perasaan aku..yg paham aku..tp ntah..dier xpaham aku..dier slalu buat aku sedih..buat aku kecik ati..benda kecik pon dier bole mara..dier xberusaha nk pujuk aku..aku sedih..sedih sgt sekarang nih..

kenapa dier buat aku macam nih? ade sesape bole bgtau aku? is he the same ngan lelaki2 yg kat luar sane..yg mempermainkan hati perempuan..aku xtau..

aku percaya dier..dier cakap dier syg aku..dier cakap dier loyal..dier xde org len selain aku..dier cakap dier nk idop dgn aku..dier cakap everything will be ok..dier suruh aku sabar..aku xtau..aku da x tau ape2..one day dier camnih..the other day dier lain..aku xpaham dier..aku xpaham..heh..ape2 je ar..aku pon xtau da nk cakap ape..

ape2 je la..life goes on...just wait n see..ye ke? um..maybe..